A poem by Anni – 1 Jan 2006

August 18, 2007 Kamala Amma's Grace, Anni's Diary

Dearest Friends and Family,
I finally opened her diaries and journals – mostly two books, and found quite a few poems and songs. Link said we should put them on the blog, one at a time. Here is one, written January 1, 2006. It seems to refer to the description she had given me of Mother Mary, and is ineffably sweet and dear. I am just amazed that she left this for us to see:

One night, that love came to me.
Clad in light with blue over her head
Sweetly smiling.
She caught me, the child that I was
And held me in her arms.
Such a gentle touch
And whether She spoke,
I do not know
She held me, hugged me,
Showered her love upon me
She then layed me on the bed,
Tucked the quilt around me,
And glided away in that brilliant orb
Of white light
My mother with the
Sweetest hands and Gentlest touch
How could you leave me here
Then go to the place where we both belong
A place beyond the stars…
I long to hold you
To touch you
To have you beside me, in doing everything,
Everywhere.
But then you left
After giving me just a taste of that love
Have you left me to struggle all by myself?
I want to be with you again
When will you come?

–Anni

More later,
Loving you,
Kamala Aunty