im sorry for the long gap of response.
here there have been many turbulences.
my youngest sister attempted suicide and is now in intensive care, let us please add her to the prayer list, i am compassionatly at her side, aiding her as i can, though as we all know the will need be hers to choose life.
in addition my fathers hip has slidden out of socket, he is also in hospital care.

yesterday i went to take darshan of a womanly saint named divine mother, teacher and visor of many of my friends.
it was very soothing to my heart. we laughed so much, one thing she said was that god loves pokering meaningly that you have to be ready to give up all, to offer everything and withhold nothing, that that which you most hold on to , is what is most important to lay at the lords lotus feet.
i am hungering and longing for the love of our great mother, to ever more take gripp of my life, of my every thought.
though i ever much so much miss the love of our goddesses in body.
always i cry out , where are our mothers here, our sisters?
where is the motherly hand and sister care that should be at my side?
i miss you very much kamala

i think also it would be an extraordinalarly good point to take advantage of the coming full moon, on the 2nd, itll be in taurus and , is the fullmoon of the buddha descension in the valley of WESAK in the himalayas
it is an very auspisous moment.
what ever you decide on , ill definatly be with you, in mind and ever at heart . i love you all much.

to now what ive reed up on the gerson therapie sounds very inspiring
im glad youve found your way there.

(i was reading an article today in P.M from james gimzewski on Zytologie, the science of sound vibration of cells , and the distincton between healthy and sick cells and the art of recognizing sickening cells by their sound)

….
…whos words can i steal to express my compassion and love to you?
sincerely with you
your love gabrielle

So far we have had ten devotees from Amma’s yahoo satsang group volunteer to fast and pray each day from now through next Thursday. I posted a letter to the group, requesting fasting and prayer, and many devotees have responded with an outpouring of love and concern. In addition, the letter will be forwarded to some of the other satsang groups and I am expecting to have many more devotees participating as well.

I am still awaiting your response as far as doing a fire ceremony (Homa) and puja at or close to your home there in Maryland. I would like to do it as close to the full moon as possible, so please let me know as soon as you can. I can certainly perform the homa and puja outside your home, it that would be less stressful for you.

I look forward to hearing from you soon.

In Her Love and Service Always,
Sanatani
717-615-9411 (cell)

Dear Family,

I am not currently in a position to fast (I’m trying to gain weight and strength for hip surgery) but I am always trying to keep you in my prayers.

I put my hair in a ponytail today and cut off about 16 inches and mailed it to Locks of Love, inspired by one of Kamala’s earlier postings.

Please give Anni some space to cry and pray deeply to Amma! Take care.

In Amma, Divya (now at my parents’ in CA)