May you take comfort in knowing that you are surrounded by a huge web of Light and Love, and that at every moment, we continue to weave that web more fully and completely around you, so that you may take rest within it. My husband, my son and I are offering homas for you, and we just want you to know that our hearts and our prayers are with you at every moment.
We ourselves have undergone much suffering and tapas and I can only offer you my arms and my heart, and remind you that you are never alone, and that beyond the apparent horror and suffering, the Light Grows, and burns away all untruth, all illusion. Sometimes it is so hard to keep our hearts open and our minds quiet and focused upon the truth when everything around us churns and screams and explodes in chaos; yet that is the task. Remember that what you think you see with your eyes is simply a very powerful, yet transient illusion. The truth is that Anni is not this body. She is the immortal spirit, ever strong and powerful, ever established in Her Divine Nature, which is LOVE. Anni is growing more Radiant and Beautiful every day. We pray deeply and whole heartedly for Anni’s healing on every level, but whether Her body stays or goes, Her essence remains unchanged, and is ever established within Her Divine Mother. Anni is the Immortal Self. She is Immortal. She is Immortal. She is Immortal. Anni’s true nature is Divine Love and Light. She is Love. She is Love. She is Love. She holds the universe with Her Heart, as a tiny bubble of Light, and yet we forget this, and see only the physical frame, blinded to the enormity within it. She can never cease to be, and there will never be a time when she is not with you…no matter what.
There is no difference between You and Her.
Please understand that I do not say these words lightly. i too am a mother who lives her life in service to her beloved son. Sometimes we simply need to remind each other of the Truth, because the illusion can be so convincing, and wants always to pull us down. Everything is Her Grace. Everything. Everything. Everything.
Grace is hiding behind every mask, every dance, every spring blossom and every autumn leaf, every tear, every birth and every death, every illness and everything healed. The duality is the greatest illusion of all. Here we are amid Holy Week in the Christian tradition, and this is the week where Christ transcended His suffering and crucifiction in order to demonstrate The Truth. The truth is that You and She are One, and there is never a moment when She is not with You, and when You are not within Her. There is no separation. Rejoice in the truth of that Union, a union which has no boundries, which is immortal, and which has it’s Roots in Divine Love. May this Love nourish you and give you strength. May it carry us all Home.

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With All My Love,
Sanatani